Visit to Providence St John’s Santa Monica – part 1

January 14th 2019 My darling TG Well that was an interesting 48 hours! I woke up with sudden shortness of breath and chest pains so a doctor recommended (insisted) I go to the nearest ER. The front desk at the hotel I’m at ordered a cab and as I’m leaving the...
Santa Monica – Rosy Skies Ahead

Santa Monica – Rosy Skies Ahead

January 9th 2019 – Santa Monica trip My Darling lamb I’ve decided to go away again to a place I know from the past. Far away from this excruciating hurt. I know people say ‘wherever you go, you’re still there’. But it can’t be much worse than staying here in the flat...
Barbados part one and Charlie Brooker

Barbados part one and Charlie Brooker

A little bird comes to visit me on the balcony which I’m sure is you! Barbados trip – Christmas 2018 My darling I wake up every morning – often during the night with nightmares about your passing. Even though people say it was good that I wasn’t there, for so...
Gatwick Drones

Gatwick Drones

December 21st 2018 Darling TG I’m at Gatwick airport desperate to get away from this hellish time. Cold Christmas lonely empty. I’m stranded here because of some ‘drone’ sightings. You couldn’t make it up. Fuck this country. Out of the blue I suddenly hear this...