Memorial Bench in St Luke’s Gardens for my love

My darling sweet bo I’ve ordered an engraved memorial bench to go in St Luke’s Gardens where we used to sit sometimes between hospital appointments. I have a video taken in May I think of us sitting on a bench, you’re wearing your lovely navy blue...
Marilyn Monroe & the eternal wisdom of Terence Gibbons

Marilyn Monroe & the eternal wisdom of Terence Gibbons

My darling bear I’ve had my first birthday since you went. June 1st. Same day as Marilyn Monroe. Boo boo bi fucking doo. Last year.. I remember it so well.. I got back from one of our fave gigs – Guildford Gag House. I was doing my last stint of a regular...

Emmanuel, Addison Lee & Jesus.

My love I have to tell you about this Addison Lee driver. I was on my way to meet Eileen our accountant and of course you never know who will be driving. That day it was a guy called Emmanuel. We got chatting about this and that: mostly traffic in London, brexit and...

Sometimes the show can wait. A bit.

Hello my love I just wanted you to know that after a few days of struggling a bit I’ve decided that rather than forcing myself to be ‘strong’ and carry on I’m going to take time out for a few months. I know we always said the show must go on but I feel so hollow and...
Terry on the Santa Monica sidewalk

Terry on the Santa Monica sidewalk

Santa Monica – Jan 20th 2019 My darling I was walking in Santa Monica (I walked a lot which is odd in LA ) and I looked down – it was around 10th and Washington I think – and to my amazement I saw the name Terry written into the concrete. At first I thought maybe the...